ugh
so the girl im talking to decides that im too nice and she doesn’t want to hurt me so she basically shits on me to scare me off and i begin to be stupid and say some shit i truly didn’t mean and now i finally got her to fess up that she was lying to me and does truly like me and just doesn’t want to hurt me..but now she thinks im just like every other guy and now i have to start from the bottom again but im willing to do that cuz something keeps drawing me to her idk how to explain it. i wish i had someone to talk to cuz i fckn need it..these last 18 hours have been the worst the most emotional 18 hours of my life and its hard to handle
